I feel bad too, I keep apologizing to my kids. I’m determined to show them a different way at home. I worked very hard with the oldest to make sure he has a mature sense of empathy and compassion. He’s turning 21 this year and he grew up to be not like the others. My youngest is just starting school, he has more severe autism and it’s harder for him, but I’m working with him to make sure he understands and develops healthy coping mechanisms. We can’t change the rest of the world, but at least we can try with the people in our lives. If enough of us do that, the future will be better. I have faith that good will prevail despite the odds.