I don’t think they’re the one trying to feel superior here

Probably either molly or alcohol. Though managing the booze a bit better lately. Molly I just wanna do like once a week even though I know I can’t. I know its awful, and I have other pleasures/hobbies, but I do seriously look forward to the next time every 2-3 months or so that I can just take a couple pills and go out and go wild for a bit at dancing at a club or rave or singing at a higher energy karaoke bars.