At this point, I am just content not saying the bad word even endearingly in any context, even if I get the pass.
Or many other bad words. It is just better safe than sorry.
I wanted to be a developer, and create the kind of games that I wanted to play. Now, I just want to survive.
I feel that there is some world that others were brought into, that I was left too long to believe that I am a part of it, and I suffered a lot, trying to have the normalcy that others take for granted.
This is not my world, I don’t belong in it. My goal is to become independent enough to not have to worry about other humans exploiting me at all, or die trying.
At this point, I am just content not saying the bad word even endearingly in any context, even if I get the pass.
Or many other bad words. It is just better safe than sorry.
Someone that is an incel would make a story where a woman actually wants to fuck them, but they don’t want to now out of revenge. Does not have to mean so, but you know.
Dangerous.
I mean, bonus points for dignity, but she was drunk and could not really consent iirc.
Maybe I am overly cautious, aggressive due to well… I am bitter too, I feel like I am lesser than others.
But I decided to just leave it alone, as I am not entitled to like sex and stuff. But I just don’t complain, and I feel insulted to hear someone else feel entitled like that. It is hard not to see it as a bad thing.
Ironically, I had someone interested in me even recently, but I politely declined due to standards.
At the same time, I gave up because. well, I can just feel that I am not that complete as a person.
I am broken, and also dirty in many ways. I don’t feel I am for even friendships, even society, let alone a romantic or sexual relationship.
I technically am where I am by choice, so not an incel per-se, but I also reject myself. I get this, and it irritates me if I feel someone is entitled.
I just want to feel nothing and produce, without taking anything anymore.
I am fairly consistent on this topic.
Create a story where you “stick it” to the woman who didn’t want to fuck you by showing what she missed out on…
…well, that smells very suspiciously like a burnt, entitled incel.


This can’t be real…jesus


AI will actually kill the fuck out of us, even if it is just a stochlastic parrot.
Pfft, whatever you say, incel.


AI?
Nah, its easier to permanently cut them out of society and finish the job (=
Make it permanent.